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3:28 pm

I find the longer I am stay in that lifestyle.. I can be cruel.. and enjoy it.. I didn't use to...and I not sure when that happened..but it did....the groveling.. that begging and still saying no.... I have one sub that I treat like shit...and he thanks me for it...for finding everything he says and does.. find fault with it.... and still telling him no.... sometimes I feel guilty about that.. other times I just enjoy that sheer meanness of it

not sure that kind of person that makes me now... not sure if I care either