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1:34 pm

you know what is killing me that most? this hope....

that every time I check my stats that I will see his host there

that every time I check my email

that there might me one from him

if I could just lose that hope,.... I could not feel this ache...

and I am so sick of everyone telling me that you will get over it in time.. you know what that is bullshit... I am 35 years old, I have only been in love twice in my life both were a soul-connection... and the first one pales to this one, you don't get over something like this, you go on, but you don't get over it