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11:11 pm

you know I, as bad as I am I will go on, not as whole as I was but I will,maybe in a while I will be able to even stand that thought of being with someone... but never in my bedroom... never there, I will walk that long way home tonight, I need to walk, I can't workout so soon again yet but I can walk, by the end of feb I should lose another two sizes...

I can control this...

why was I so easy to give up?

didn't he feel our sould touch?

doesn't he feel it still?

why do I?

why do I feel like I can hear him?

feel him touching me in my dreams.

whimpering in that night?