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3:10 pm

ok I was beating myself up over PB, and this morning I was thinking why, why am I feeling guilty....fuck that! I think I was cause I was looking at the big picture of how things could be... I mean if things turn bad.. if I should say when they turn bad for him.. I just don't want him to turn to me and say this is all your fault... but you know what... it doesn't matter if that happens if it does then it does there is nothing I can do about that... that only thing I can really do is enjoy what I have now... he came back to me of his own free will...

by his own word he is mine... why should I feel guilty about having what is mine...

so I won't