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1:45 pm

now granted this could just be another of my freak out cause puppy has not contacted me in so long.. I do wig out.. and I know that is part of it.. but that other part.. is why just fade on me...why not just be up-front and say you can't do this anymore... I get it...won't be that first time.. won't be that last....this is my life I am use to it... everyone goes away...yes I know I have issues with that.. doesn't mean it is not true either....

and yes I could just call him... but I know he will only tell me that same thing he has been telling me that he is busy.... but that truth is I am just not important enough to him to bother with