they always leave
Stripes
Wednesday, Sept. 17, 2003

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2:55 pm

you know I was talking to a sub today that I put in trance all the time and he is having a time getting use to it and what I told him is that I give him the freedom to just enjoy who he is.. but I what I don't say is that I pay a price for that... the price is that with most is that I don't get to keep any of them nor do they want to really keep me...most think that I want sub after sub... but that is not really true.. what I really want is just want one that wants me enough never to leave me

I think I am really deal withthe fact that they leave that they always leave...*sigh*

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